“Walking on egg shell’s trying so delicately to appease all that come through the door. Emotions running high, with standards that are untouchable. The peace maker absorbs the entire encounter doing their best to create stability in an extremely toxic and unstable environment. At once it is realized that abortion is the only way out; resulting in the emotions pouring out all at once.”
If you’re anything like me, I tend to be a peacemaker. My strongest asset yet biggest flaw. When all of the puzzle pieces seem to align and make sense so we struggle to keep it together without it falling apart.
Striving to do what ever it takes to create something with realistically, no pieces at all. Having a strong guilt simply because you just care.
Has there been or is there a situation you’re stuck in, because you care so much that leaving would hurt? Are you holding on to something even though it is toxic?
With that being said, there is still time to realize that your self-esteem and confidence should be first in line to feel okay. If it comes down to sacrificing your own for the happiness of others; carefully tread the line of healthy and toxic. The roles can change extremely fast. This is true as being the receiver of guilt or the taker of care.
Be mindful of how much you are giving or receiving at any given moment. Too much of either is not good for the soul.
Just remember: You are great and do deserve the good in life. Let no one tell you that you are not good enough and that you should feel bad just because you are doing good in life. Create the world that you want to live in and keep it moving. Those who are meant to be in your life will be there when the dust settles.
Written By: Will